Rainy Days Do This To Me.

So I just came home from a 7.5h shift at the café. It was raining most of the time, wasn't really crowded today. And when i came home, my mom just said "could you please finish those strawberries?". Tadaaa!

The Future is Scary But You Can't Just Run Back Because It's familiar

edit later, HIMYM

He's Just Not That Into You.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bands and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. 

Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

I love this movie. It teaches girls like me not to read too much into a simple gesture, totally destroys my view on the world just to give me a beautiful happy ending and restoring my hope again. Hollywood sucks.

But really, perhaps after watching this movie I've begun to take it easier with everything. I make friends rather than boy friends. It will just make you miserable when you walk around earth with the mission of finding Mr Perfect. Not that it doesn't make you miserable at nights when you see all those couples walking through the city being all lovey dovey...my life sucks yeah lol

Whateverrr, i'm just going to work and make a lot of money for the time being haha >.< 

PS: OMG he isn't gay, is he?! XD

when we were free

i just found this picture on my mbp again...wow, this was when we were young, free and had the time of our lives. not that anything has changed but... i still miss those times.

But hey, look back, don't stare!

Auch wenn ich euch manchmal nicht sehen will und wieder Abstand von euch nehme, ihr wisst, dass ich immer zu euch zurückkehren werde!

EDIT: ähm ja, ich werd nachts immer so sentimenta und Pixie Lotts Turn it Up Louder hilft nicht wirklich :)

AAAH

AAAAAHHHHH wiesoooooooooooooo?

hmpf.

5 important things in my life in no special order
- family
- macbook pro
- some friends
- money
- ...

edit later...too tired from work >.<

EDIT: kind of pathetic that my mbp is that important to me haha seems like i can't get them 5 together...