a year later

oh wow i've been neglecting this for a while.
but hey, a year has passed and it seems like some things will never change. still the same old girl, with the same old guy problems. yeah and i could cry because once again, i've been reading too much into simple gestures and now... whatever.

ziele

muss man sich setzen.
und während die zeit vergeht
muss man aufpassen
dass man sie nicht
aus den augen
verliert

Manchmal

da könnte ich weinen
vor Freude, weil ich jeden Tag mit Ärzten konfrontiert werde, was mir immer wieder klar macht, dass es ein Licht nach 3 Jahren Hintern abwischen geben wird
vor Trauer, weil ich noch mindestens 3 Jahre warten muss

Up and down geht's mit meinen Gedanken...

Sag mal weißt du noch...?

die Zeit, in der Versprechen noch was bedeutet haben?
als alles noch so sorgenfrei war und jeder einfach nur zufrieden sein Leben gelebt hat?
wie schnell aus einem Sommermärchen ein Winterdrama wurde?

Viel zu schnell vorbei. Und bessere Zeiten sind noch nicht in Aussicht.

Lieber depri schieben als Lernen. Ganz tolle Sache!


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JUST NOTICE ME GODDAMNIT!

“She sighed. Loudly. "Physical appearance is not what is important."
Yeah right. Tell that to any girl who hasn't bothered to put on a presentable shirt or fix her hair because she's only running into the grocery store to get a quart of milk for her grandmother, and who does she see tending the 7-ITEMS-OR-LESS cash register but the guy of her dreams, except she can't even say hi- much less try to develop a meaningful relationship- since she looks like the poster child for the terminally geeky.”
― Vivian Vande Velde, Heir Apparent 

Dieting is...

hell when you love food so much haha
Guess I inherited this from my dad, this longing for good, heartwarming food that will make you forget all your troubles. That is, till you finally step on a scale ._.

Anyway, since I'm on this diet I crave for so much lovely things... and I HAVE TO RESIST haha
But hey, one can still dream...

Lightspeed

It's been a while. What has changed since the last time?

- i'm becoming a nurse..."Fachkraft für Ausscheidungen" truth hurts but hey, it's not that I plan to end like that!
- once again on a diet...but this time, yes, this time i have the feeling that it's going to work!
- new music on itunes... so yeah, nothing really changed because my life is boring like that.

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