Es schneit. Der erste Schnee des Jahres fällt an einem solchen Tag.
Am Anfang war alles noch schön, aber je schneller der Abend kam, desto schneller kamen die Zweifel. Zweifel, ob das Jetzt auch wirklich das Richtige ist.
Gespräche mit einer guten Freundin haben das Denken nur noch gefördert. Was mach ich eigentlich hier, so weit weg von daheim?
Es ist halb 1. In etwas mehr als 12 Stunden muss meine Gruppe eine Präsentation halten und ich hab meinen Sprechteil noch nicht mal zur Hälfte präsentationsreif vorbereitet. Zweifel an der Situation machen das ganze auch nicht besser.
Bleibt eigentlich nur noch eins übrig: laufen.
Davonlaufen ist nicht schwer. Im Endeffekt wird auch nur im Kreis gelaufen, weil man früher oder später wieder am Anfangspunkt ankommt. Also laufe ich um halb ein Uhr in der Dunkelheit um den Block.
Eine Runde, während der Wind und Schnee ins Gesicht peitschen.
Aber jetzt fühl ich mich besser.
Und trotzdem will ich heim. So bald wie möglich.
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
His love is all she knows.
Wish we were more than friends - it's slowly beginning to be in past.
After this simple get together tonight, I don't feel like having a crush anymore.
Ah, this feeling of total freedom and independance haha...looool, oh come on, it's not a big deal anyways xD
But...i guess i will somehow miss him, when he's away for his year abroad :(
After this simple get together tonight, I don't feel like having a crush anymore.
Ah, this feeling of total freedom and independance haha...looool, oh come on, it's not a big deal anyways xD
But...i guess i will somehow miss him, when he's away for his year abroad :(
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Shooting stars.
There were supposed to be shooting stars tonight :(
Sadly, it was too clouded so no chance to see anything in the nightsky except for the moon - occasionally.
Still, it was a good night.
We had our hot chocolate & chai tea latte, we had good music, we had the nightsky, we had the shining city beneath us - sometimes, it's not the nights you spend partying in some club that you remember, but those special nights. Those nights, where there is nothing but you, your thoughts and someone who listens to you - and the moon.
Sadly, it was too clouded so no chance to see anything in the nightsky except for the moon - occasionally.
Still, it was a good night.
We had our hot chocolate & chai tea latte, we had good music, we had the nightsky, we had the shining city beneath us - sometimes, it's not the nights you spend partying in some club that you remember, but those special nights. Those nights, where there is nothing but you, your thoughts and someone who listens to you - and the moon.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Dreiviertel Sechs in Schwenningen.
Schwanger.
BAM.
Nicht.
Aber extreme Lust auf Süßes/Saures. Getränkevorrat kann nur noch einen Tropfen Ananassaft und 2 Flaschen Mineralwasser bieten. Und 2 Orangen.
Okay, jetzt nur noch eine :)
Jetzt bin ich wieder zufrieden :D
Das heißt, ich kann jetzt auch die Präsi vorbereiten haha
BAM.
Nicht.
Aber extreme Lust auf Süßes/Saures. Getränkevorrat kann nur noch einen Tropfen Ananassaft und 2 Flaschen Mineralwasser bieten. Und 2 Orangen.
Okay, jetzt nur noch eine :)
Jetzt bin ich wieder zufrieden :D
Das heißt, ich kann jetzt auch die Präsi vorbereiten haha
Monday, November 15, 2010
life beyond facebook.
YES, i did it again: i deactivated my account on facebook, in your face!
Why? Well...okay, my excuse was "to get my mind free for studying" blaaa, but actually...yeah, I didn't want to be able to stalk certain people anymore, it's not good xD
As for the studying....i hate myself LOL
I'm here since 7pm to do my business ethics project. Gosh, total fail. I've been hanging on tumblr, yahoo, and now even back to blogspot...what am i supposed to do with 2 blogs anyway?_?
I like tumblr's layout, but i like writing on blogspot...ah, i hate to have to chose.
Why? Well...okay, my excuse was "to get my mind free for studying" blaaa, but actually...yeah, I didn't want to be able to stalk certain people anymore, it's not good xD
As for the studying....i hate myself LOL
I'm here since 7pm to do my business ethics project. Gosh, total fail. I've been hanging on tumblr, yahoo, and now even back to blogspot...what am i supposed to do with 2 blogs anyway?_?
I like tumblr's layout, but i like writing on blogspot...ah, i hate to have to chose.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
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