Clean room = clean mind.

It has been ages since I have felt this comfortable. ...well, it has been ages since I've cleaned my room LOL (seriously, it's not THAT bad ;)
Clothes just got out of the washing machine and they smell heavenly <3

I haven't really noticed that but they guys told me that last night. Yep, I got visited by my 'lovely' friends again. Their call beforehand? "Hey...do you have food?"
Whatever...i brought on my own because I've called one of them before out of boredom sooo...yeah we spent the night (they came around 11.30pm!) watching Schlag den Raab, they ate my lasagna and drank tea while I was - tadam - ironing my clothes! So the men enjoyed themselves while the woman was working...great, asian guys are so spoiled ;).
And all of a sudden they were buried in my bed sheets (this sounds so wrong ;D) because they loved the smell LOL it's Lenor, guys ;)

What else is there to say? I'm slacking in my chinese class...that's so bad!

Ach ja, btw we played Secret Santa with the IBM course and I got this awesomely cute bear with a awesomely soft blanket :)

And from the Schrottwichteln with Business Talks...lol, I drew this..

Sheepish thong

It normally doesn't hang on my desk lamp haha ;)
It was hella fun :)

Illusions.

Are we too naive?
I was looking through the "In the future..." section of our year book profiles and came across this: "meet the perfect Ken (Barbie is our theme) and marry him". Something about that bugged me.
 'perfect' doesn't grant your relationship to be perfect, does it?

"Perfect for me" would have been more...fitting, but that's just the old nit-picking me tehe.

But then, I wondered.
Are we too naive?
We are just out of school - well, technically - and our hope for the future: to be happy.
Probably all the hobos out there had that dream once too...yeah, reality is a bitch.

Also, that means, that they aren't happy now?Wouldn't there be a "stay happy" then?

As for me.

I am naive. Terribly naive, hoping everything will turn out fine for me - just like all the other graduates.

Eigentlich.

Eigentlich sollte ich nicht so viel im Internet sein.
Eigentlich sollte ich mich auf das Colloquium vorbereiten.
Eigentlich sollte ich die Abizeitung fertig machen.
Eigentlich sollte ich überlegen was ich nach dem Abi mache.
Eigentlich sollte ich mal wieder soziale Kontakte knüpfen.
Eigentlich sollte ich mir Sorgen machen, ob ich in mein Abiballkleid passe.
Eigentlich sollte ich mir gut überlegen, was ich überhaupt für ein Kleid trage.
Eigentlich sollte ich mal wieder wie ein normaler Mensch zu normalen Zeiten ins Bett gehen und aufstehen.
Eigentlich sollte ich mich wie so viele viet girls hübsch machen und bisschen mehr "Mädchen sein" und weniger "Bäuerin", wie es meine Mutter so nett ausdrückt.
Eigentlich dachte ich, ich wäre aus der "es sind Ferien, ich kann vor mich hinvegetieren wie ich will"-Phase raus.
Eigentlich reichen mir 3 gute vietnamesische Freundinnen.
Eigentlich frag ich mich, ob ich nicht zu sehr whitewashed bin.

Warum tu ich das also nicht?

Weil ich ich bin.

Internet boomt, ich schwimme im Mainstream.
Mathe Colloquium? Die Bücherei hat erst Dienstag wieder geöffnet.
Ist ja nicht mehr viel zu machen.
Weiß ich das nicht irgendwie schon und habe nur Angst das zu bereuen?
Sozial, ich bin sozial genug und war erst gestern wieder Bowlen und Pizzaessen.
Naja, hat sich nach gestern wohl erledigt.
Eher elegant, non, statt verspielt?
Aber ich hab so viel zu tun (weil ich tagsüber ja mit Schwimmen beschäftigt bin).
Weil ich Ferien habe und nur daheim hocke und es erst recht nicht mache, weil es Frau Mutter sagt.
Teufelskreis. Ist ja nur eine Phase.
Ja schon, aber dann guckt man sich andere viets an und die haben ja NUR vietnamesische Freunde.
Ja kann sein, aber ein großes Problem hab ich auch nicht damit...außer wenn mir mal wieder auffällt wie grauenhaft mein Vietnamesisch ist und dass ich nur sterben will, wenn ich mit meinem Opa telefoniere - sterben vor Erniedrigung, that is.

Scheiß 2nd generation.

Unentschlossen. Verwirrt. Deprimiert.

Ja, das trifft es so ziemlich.

Momomomom

Suddenly I had the urge to blog something.
Saturday nights do that to me: instead of going to bed on time I turn into a workaholic.

But I was sooooo lazy today! The only thing I did was...hm, basically I spent the day subbing a few parts of "Down with Love" (an awesome TW-drama, btw!) in German and my...it's exhausting.
Normally, you just watch the clip, which is around 10minutes on viikii.net but when you actually sub it...then you spend about half an hour on one part. It's incredible! I'll just take it as an exercise for my interpreting skills :)

And then...I kept on being lazy haha ;)
I only cooked dinner and...oh, I ironed the clothes, guess I wasn't that lazy after all.
Although I probably should have studied for my test in "Religion" due Tuesday. It's not that much anyway...

Next Friday is my birthday. And I don't plan on doing anything...not in the mood.
I rather decorate my room....yep, I just took a shelf down, which was part of my desk...but I didn't like i anymore ^^°

So what do I need for my room...?
1. a mirror - very important
2. a bookshelf - yes, baby! I definitely need this one for all my books. I just love it when I can look at all my books at once, it makes me happy :)
3. uhm...I think that's it...oh! No, I need curtains, too :)
4. wall decoration...what about a wall tatoo?
5. Something to put at the place where I took the shelf from...the place looks empty now..and very...pink-ish...whatever...

I bought the InStyle yesterday and my...what a waste of money =__=
All the photo shoots and whatnot are awesome and amazing but the clothes they are displaying are...let's say that not everybody could afford them...it's just that the ads make you swoon and dream and go all "i NEED this bag, i'd do anything for it!". Or pay anything for that matter.

I just like to look at all the model shots. Like...the Burberry shoot with Emma Watson. I already knew it before but seeing it again in a magazine..nice, Emma Watson really is pretty : )

And there was this ad that I loved...sems like my love wasn't that deep cause I can't even remember it...I just know that it had the Eiffeltower in the background...hm, was it a perfume?

The actual amount of pages that I liked was...probably 10 of 282pages. Yep, I already said it: a waste of time and money.

Can't believe that I was interested in working at a fashion magazine not long ago.